SENTUHAN AL AKH #15

Kendatipun cerita cerita berkenalan dan bersahabat dengan al akh di jalan tarbiyah dan dakwah kelihatan tidak releven seputar isu semasa sekarang, entah aku tetap kepingin mahu menulis. Biarkan eja, meski tidak kena dengan selera semasa.

Seperti setiap kalinya.

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“Weh macam-macam berlaku dekat sini. I have so many to tell”

“Im keeping an eye on you from here. Hehehe”

“Dalam masa sebulan, aku dapat tahu the truth of usrah,
pergi SH, dicabar untuk buat tazkirah, macam-macam weh!.”

“Sebulan ke ? Satu sem kan?”

“Haah, tapi bulan lepas agak sibuk dengan aktiviti (krik) nih.

Aku baru je dapat tahu usrah ni satu organisation besar, and then split to (krik), (krik) dan semua tu. And then buat underground meeting untuk lantik naqib.

I was like "Whatt?" and then mata terbeliak dekat hanep (bukan nama sebenar)”

“Hahahaha.

You shouldn’t know all those”

“All this time, aku ingat usrah cuma a group of friends meeting up to talk about Islam
Yup. Tapi somehow ada senior yang bocorkan dekat aku. Dia ingat aku dah tahu semua”

“Ohh”

“And then aku mula kecewa”

“Whyyyyyyyy ?”

“Sebab aku ingat time aku datang, senior belanja aku semua.

I thought, did he do this sincerely to build a friendship with me, or did he do this just to bribe me for usrah?”

*Zrapppp*

“No la sincere but with objectives. Hehe.

Cikgu mengajar pun sincere. Kan. Even dapat gaji

They spend their own money

And they have mission to save you”

“Hmm. Betol jugak

“Once dah realised SH tu, we will do anything to perform the obligation kan”

“Time tazkirah aku, aku ada la mention benda nih”

“Haha. But it’s ok to point it out.

As a reminder. We could have done it for the wrong intention”

“Yea we could.

I just wanted to raise awareness to the naqibs about this. Sebab ada yang belanja, lepas tuh bila aku reject, terus cut connection dengan aku. That's not right. Hahaha. I said it to them. Lol”

“Mesti dia BOB”

“I said don’t do this. It shows you are not sincere”

“Mungkin dia set high expectations dari kau pastu dia kecewa. Haha. But yea,

Dakwah should be natural. Because we are born with it”

“Betol. dakwah is natural, not forced.

Cuma, aku dah mention dekat diorang, aku nervous nak masuk alam nih..

When I say alam, I mean, be like, you know…”

“You don't need to. Just be yourself”

“What I’m trying to say is, it's a huge step, to be active in this stuff

Aku nak berdakwah jugak, tapi aku tak nak jadi naqib. Aku tak layak”

“Being a naqib tu just a methodology. Out of many other ways”

“Yep. Aku still mencari macam mana nak berdakwah other than being a naqib.

Till then all the best in your dakwah work”

“I don't know how you perceive me in that.

Tapi aku ni manusia biasa je ohoi”

“That's the best part”

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“Thanks (krik). I feel fulfilled now
Huhu”

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Dakwah itu bersifat natural. Kena dengan fitrah kita. 

Because we are born with it.